"Vapors"

I live under a sky of angels
Bulletproof vest of all my dangers
I’ve been deceived by all the flowers planted around me
Sweet smell replaced by all the, all the vapors

Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die
But can’t you see I’m what I want to be
Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die
But can’t you see I’m what I want to be

I’ve been misunderstood about my being around
I can’t seem to stop letting people down
Or that’s what they say
I still don’t care about them or what they’re thinking
What they’re thinking
It’s not fair for anyone to believe them or me or the papers

Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die
But can’t you see I’m what I want to be
Everyday you think I live a lie
(“Oh jeez, you know what I did?”
“What did you do?)

Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die
But can’t you see I’m what I want to be
Everyday you think I live a lie
You think I want to die
But can’t you see I’m what I want to be

Now I know what my destiny is
It’s the ultimate rift in the little will I have
I’m not gonna last till the end
I’m still my only friend
Now I know what to do

Much to your dismay
I’m choosing a day
To find my new home
Or the answer
To my biggest question